⊙ 遊俠手記

Today I had chat (actually is more like a e-mail) about how I feel as I am approaching to 17. What I feel is responabilities is getting more and heavier. First of all, I have to start worry about college. Even if I scored very well (perfect scored for the college exam in U.S.) on my SAT, I am still not going to the college I want because my mom can no longer support me financially, so is my dad; I am living with my aunt now so I also have to worry about a place for living when I am 18 or 19; I ...

Today I had go to New York City with my family, but unlike the usual, I didn't go drink tea with my relative and eat something else by myself instead (rice soup). Although when I was little I hate eating rice soup (or rice pudding), but now I kinda like it because it is warm and soft...?_?

After the breakfast I have wondering on the street with my brother. I had spent about 45 min in a card shop (I still play 游戏王) and brought some new card, and I head to the library ...

Maybe is because I am getting older? My life seems to have more respondabilities and things to think about. College, money, jobs, education...those might seems like a small problem to some people, but they are really bugging me. Specially you aren't living with your parent and have them to protect you or at least help you. I live with my aunt since 12, or the first day I come to U.S. I knew I was lucky to be able to get better education than most people I know in Hong Kong, but somehow I kinda ...

Try to see if I can make a setting of my own, and improve my drawing skill also. I think I really should work on shadow and movment...or should I say I should work on how to make my drawing doesn't look that lame >"< I will see if I can post it up tomorrow.

现在试试自已画一个設定, 用作头像+练习. 进度还好,但是上色很困难。 完成後就会放上来吧.

When I go to wolfbbs today, I found out one of my reply just got del without notice. Well that's my other first time, first time I got my message del from the bbs XD
No one seems to have the mood to leave a comment about my pic....I knew it was suck so bad....>"<