⊙ 遊俠手記

最近都沒有更新.....我很懶啊 OTZ



最近和朋友畫到一半的大合繪。



家外的一棵樹, 開得很漂亮說。



一間很家庭式的餐廳

"Chasing Cars"

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would ...

I found this song relaxing, do you?



[00:18.54]Come to decide that the things that I tried were in my life just to get high on.
[00:23.66]When I sit alone, come get a little known
[00:25.62]But I need more than myself this time.
[00:27.81]Step From the road to the sea to the sky, and I do believe that we rely on
[00:32.65]When I lay it on, come get to play it on
[00:34.85]All my life to sacrifice.
[00:36.93]Hey oh… listen ...

最近養成了用紙筆寫下當天的事和想法的習慣, 也就是日記了 = ) 所以變得很少在這兒打心情。
用日記的好處是你可以把任何東西, 以任何方式去表達在日記的每一頁中。 話說我的日記不是那種隨便在街上買回來的那種, 而是在美術課上自已動爪做的一本的記事簿。 也許手工不是最好, 但在把日記內容寫進去時有一種很難解釋的"私有感"。

...也許是因為我的字難看到只有我才看得會, 所以我很放心把東西寫進的感覺?

Spring Break 放完了, 預定要完成的project, scholarship essay, translation, story 都沒完成, 有些更是碰也沒碰過 OTZ 我的自律心太弱了, 有獸友可以告訴我怎樣做? 我整個break 大部份時間都用了在 FlyFF 耶 OTZ

收到哥哥的信後, 弟就馬上著爪寫回信了。 我真的很感謝我有一個可以在幻想中, 網路中可以依靠撒嬌的一個哥哥, 令到在現實的我繼續努力下去。 我在哥心中又是有著什麼地位呢?

Sometime, actually a lot of time, when I have time by myself, such as when I am on the school bus or taking a shower, I ask myself what am I good at and what did I accomplish. To seriously think about it, academically I am not the worst, but neither the best; physically…I guess I will skip that part; for maturity, my family always illustrate their opinion toward my immaturity, and for some reason I know very well that I am not doing what my “mature self” is telling me to do. Is that mean ...