TuGaRiZoN

Block Roar

Home──Daughtry

歌詞

I'm staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, well I'm going home

The miles are getting longer, it seems, the closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love it makes true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

So I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah

Oh, well I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, I'm going home

Block A

淦──原本打好一大半的文章，結果Firefox竟然無預警自己關閉，救不回來，棍！

Block B

只講還記得的大意──

反正為了以防萬一之前就開始偶爾做做資料備份，把狼版資料外移，而看過去文章，發現風格從環島回來後開始改變，在爬過壽卡後，的確有東西就真真正正存在於「這裡」，而不像是那些網路設定或者小圈圈中彼此間互稱。

我在、我在、我在、我在......我在我在我在！

這份「我在」。

葛朗克薩之所以痛恨與想除去所有流浪者狼人，還有成為Esidarap's Ghost也是因為這份「我在」。流浪者身為狼，卻沒有狼該有的精神與驕傲。所以該被肅清、該被整頓，該把這塊濫瘡從身上早日除去──同為狼，不屑看見狼之名為劣者所用。

粉絲護繪師，繪師護繪師，這是個層層相護而行成的小圈圈，但是說到底，根本沒差，反正我們過我們的日子，他們愛他們的「獸」。看吧，又再做批判了，什麼時候開始不在笑，非得要用很嚴肅的眼光來看待這「獸圈」？明明是站在外頭，觀看與思考著人們為何要在圈子裡，不知為了什麼而扮演著，為什麼就不能以平常心，像人類逛動物園那樣──看看笑笑就好？

我從來沒把來到狼版與所謂「獸圈」當作什麼重要的轉折點，更別談什麼「獸魂覺醒」還是「發現自身獸性」之類──我一開始就在了，一開始就在，不管有沒有這，雖然不會像現在這樣肯定，但至少骨子裡知道是隻犬科，不論如何──都不會是人。

話雖如此，還是要感謝橘皮大貓，在那時候拉這隻病犬一把。

看吧，又認真了。

你喜歡嗎？我喜歡嗎？我不知道你喜不喜歡，但是至少目前我不喜歡──

近來Blog都是洋洋灑灑一大片，裡面充滿批評，不論好壞正確，裡面總是很沉重，想輕快卻輕快不起來，就跟文字一樣，明明可以輕鬆愉快地寫，但是不知道為什麼就是一直想賦予意義，一定要言之有物，所有一切都需要具備邏輯跟承先啟後，劇情沉重又不愉快──

淦，又認真了，羨慕呆子與真正的天才──因為兩者都能毫不猶豫地幹出自己想幹的事情。